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I don't understand why there is a feeling like I am missing out on things or do I only see fiction and not reality?

Sometimes. I can feel really lonely and it can sometimes be really scary to think about it. Thoughts can start like "Am I really gonna be alone forever? For example many things you are "supposed to" like and behave actually sucks or doesn't make sense. For example I don't go or like Night Clubs the load sound feels like it tries get inside your skull and I am not really into Bars.

I like going to the Public Library or Movie Theather or being home watching movies I like or doing something with friends. I like visting Flee Markets.

I am not shy or anything. I am very social. I mean it just feels like some people are looking down on me because the way I choose to live my life. Some people even thinks I am kidding because I choose not to drink beer. I am not a recovering alcoholic. I just choose not to. I am glad I don't knock up some girl in Secondary School.